ramble tamble shamble.

mindless rambling because im incapable of falling asleep at a decent hour.

i want to dye my hair fairy floss pink like Abbey lee Kershaw.but i think i’ll get one of my gf to do it for me. i have the dye sitting and waiting for me to use it. i'll admit im a techonology fiend, i check facebook,tumblr,twitter,my mobile & hotmail all before i get out of bed. I have a shoe rack that stands tall and proud of all my pretty shoes, most of which are too pretty to wear out and about. I think Cherry Cola is beyond amazing & im kinda glad only random places sell it because i would get a tad addicted. My blogspot is like my “if i ever come across a billion dollars”
list…fashion heaven. Dexter & True Blood are my ultimate favourite t.v shows although i am a sucker for Jersey Shore & Keeping up with the Kadashians.i wear 5 rings that never come off my fingers all of which are presents from the people i love, i feel naked without them. I usually read Russh, Dazed and Confused and Oyster magazine. I think Australia has the most stunning fashion especially Dion Lee, Romance was Born, Sass and Bide & my newly rekindled love for Ksubi again. I know i sound shallow listing all things i want but somehow i’m completely absorbed into pretty objects. I dont get messed up on drugs,nor am I a fan of being around people who constantly say “man i was so fucked up last night.” It gets sooo under my skin how people think they’re rad bragging about what they took and how gacked they were. that’s why i’d rather spend my money on things rather than screwing with my mind. that’s probably the reason i keep the friends that i do. every single one of my close mates is so sure of themselves. they’re comfortable in their own skin.all have their own unique style, never try to be anyone but themselves and are constantly looking out for one another. this year will be the year of change. i have planned that i want to move out. im travelling europe with my best mate for a few months (however far my money will take me) i want to feel the rush and excitement of being in a new place with new faces. my torquay bubble really needs to be burst.ever since i went to thailand with one of my girlfriend's i've been itching for that feeling of bewilderment again.. I really have had only one serious relationship and a couple of not so serious relationships. i have massive trust issues due to bad incidents in my past which sometimes makes me struggle to warm up to new people. i own 13 cameras or so which desperately need to used again. which is part of the reason why i need to get away, I need my creative flair to return. the constant day in and day out of the same routine and same people really has taken a toll on my creativity. i'm a hopeless romantic, it probably should be illegal at my age to how involved & romantic I am. most of my romantic daydreams stay well concealed though. possibly because most people i know think i'm a sucker for love. I think my obsession with love springs from the fact that love brings true happiness which is why i always tell my friends & boyfriend that i love them every day. im so excited and nervous about what this new year is going to bring im proud that im spreading my wings a little and getting out into the world even if it means leaving a few loved ones behind.
sweet dreams.x